I’M GOING TO NEW YORK CITY IN 31 DAAAAAAAAAAAYS!!!!!!!!
Itinerary:
Fly into New York.
Check into the downtown Marriott. Adventure.
Statue of liberty
Sleep
Chinatown
Adventure
WICKED on BROADWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! UP FRONT!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Favorite favorite favoriteeeeeee!
Sleep
Wake up and drive to Boston
But first stop in Connecticut for food channels steamed hamburgers. Yumm? I’ll let you know!
BOSTON!
Front row at the Blue Man Group
Beach front resort
Sleep
Beaching, boston, Dim sum
Sleep
Sea food
More beach, more Boston, more fun.
Fly home
I am the luckiest girl in the entire world. My boyfriend is incredible. Best.Birthday.Present.Ever.
Oh myyyyyyyy.
Oh Lord, my God, thank You. Thank You. Thank You. There are so many things to give thanks for. This beautiful weather. This beautiful boy. This beautiful life. My health, my home, my family, my friends. I am so blessed. I see if every day. I am surrounded by your blessing. Oh Lord, my God. Thank You.
“13 hours of overtime this week already and it’s Tuesday. This is ridiculous”
“Easter egg hunts in March are awesome.. Best.Boyfriend.Ever”
“Sarah’s Key might be the saddest movie ever”
“Flipped and rolled the 4wheeler for times down a hill today. Thanking God for my life.”
“12 hours in the car tomorrow. Someone pleeeeease call me!”
“I want to write my sins to the world. Spill my secrets on paper. Let it go, empty out, Be Free”
“The world is so much bigger than me. And yet I need constant reminders. Humans are so absorbed in their world and not the world.”
“I miss my boyfriend. All week. Every week. Someone tell him to come home.”
I swear I think in facebook status’ (stati?)
Honest. And I don’t even have facebook. But here are some I would have put:
“1 year ago today we were in florida @connor jon, @rita @bobbi jo @melanie s @aaron d. @sam black @sangyoon lee @jon persitz @gabe brown”
“new computer, new bed, new car, new condo, new boyfriend, new life, new mentality. The last year has been very sucessful.”
“I GOTTTA NEEEEEW BED!” I’m very excited about this one.
“Nebraska is far prettier than I have ever given it credit. The gateway to fun can actually be interesting on it’s own”
“Spring is in the air, love is everywhere. I love sunshine and love songs”
“Is sad tonight is the last night of bible study. it’s weird how big a part of my life these people have become.”
“Works too much overtime. Wants to come home before dark, leave after the sun comes up, not spend so much time in my office staring at a computer screen. At least I have a window. Spring looks pretty”
Insert more here.
I’m such a nerd.
I miss facebook.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
But I’ll never tell you.
I’ll only destroy you. This. Us.
I’m sorry.
It’s all over and I’m okay. 10.5 months to feel again.
But here I am.
And it’s okay.
When summer became fall I cried a lot, I missed last fall. Apple orchards and love. I thought it was the saddest I could feel until fall became winter. Holidazzle. Homemade stockings. Denver. Love. I miss him. So much.
I’m having drinks with Aaron tomorrow to explain to him why we can’t be friends anymore. Can’t talk anymore. It’s going to be sad.
I very much hope the results are worth it.
If not I might regret it forever.
But I think it’ll be wonderful.
